Maggie

I've written a series of short stories titled, Maggie, a fictional story based on my experiences at the Stanley Hotel and also includes members of TAPS (Ghost Huners) and the Fact or Faked: Paranormal Files cast as the characters.  At the time of this post, there are two parts but there more to come. 

The main character, Maggie, is a recently deceased woman who experiences the Stanley like never before.  The story takes you through her new existence and fictional investigations by members of the Fact or Faked and TAPS  teams. 

To read the stories and to follow my Fact or Faked blog (reviews of each show, a continuing project I am behind on!), visit: http://factorfakedfanfiles.blogspot.com

Thank you!  :-)

Ghost Hunt 2 Glossary of Paranormal Terms

At a recent trip to our local library, I happened to notice a featured book: Ghost Hunt 2: MORE Chilling Tales of the Unknown by Jason Hawes and Grant Wilson, co-founders of The Atlantic Paranormal Society (TAPS) and stars of the Syfy Channel hit show, Ghost Hunters.  I hadn't read the first edition but I am excited to now!  It was a great read with short fictional stories based on actual cases by the TAPS team, some from the show.  I was especially excited to read one story from the Augustine Lighthouse, one of my favorite cases!  I believe this was written for younger readers but I can assure you, an adult can enjoy it as well.

At the end of the book, Jason and Grant test the reader with stories and quiz questions such as what equipment you might choose and approaches to your investigation.  I am proud to say I scored pretty well, especially considering I've never been on an actual investigation!  Jason and Grant have taught me well over the years  :-)

The book concludes with a glossary of terms from the ghost hunting world.  Here is that glossary for all of you paranormal nerds like me!

Anecdotal Evidence: Evidence of an event that comes from people's stories.

Apparition: A spirit visible to live people.

Audio Recorder: A piece of equipment that records sound.  Audio recorders can be digital or analog.  TAPS uses mostly digital audio recorders.

Black Mass: An apparition in the form of a shadowy black mist.

Cold Spot: A specific area where the temperature is colder than the surrounding areas, or an area where the temperature suddenly drops.  Many paranormal researchers believe cold spots are caused by entities drawing energy from the air, literally sucking the heat out of the air in order to appear.

Demonic Haunting: One of the four types of hauntings.  A demonic haunting is caused by an inhuman spirit.  They can be very nasty.  Fortunately, they are very rare.

Digital Thermometer: A device used by paranormal investigators to detect cold spots or hot spots.

EMF Detector (Electromagnetic Field Detector): A device that records the electromagnetic field of an area (the force given off by electrical charges).  Paranormal investigators use it as a tool to detect spirits either disrupting or creating electromagnetic energy.

Entity: A disembodied spirit.


EVP (Electronic Voice Phenomena): An audio recording of voices or sounds that, at the time of recording, were not detectable to the human ear.


External Microphone: A microphone attachment that connects to the audio recorder.  Paranormal investigators use these to avoid picking up the sounds of the recorder itself.  External microphones can be directional (picking up sounds from only the direction they are pointed toward) or ambient (picking up sounds of the whole room).

Geophone: A very sensitive device that "feels" vibrations on the ground and registers how strong the vibration is on a display of lights.

Ghost: See Apparition.


Haunting: The continued appearance of an entity at a specific location.  There are four main types of hauntings: Demonic Haunting, Intelligent Haunting, Poltergeist, and Residual Haunting.

Hot Spot: An area where a lot of paranormal activity has been observed.

Infrared Camera (IR Camera): A device that uses infrared waves to see in the dark.

Infrared Illuminator (IR Illuminator): A camera attachment that shoots infrared light into a room, making the night-vision function work better.

Inhuman Entity: A hostile entity of non-human origins.

Intelligent Haunting: An entity that has some awareness of its surroundings.  It may have some limited mobility and may be able to communicate.

Ion Generator: A piece of equipment that electrically charges the air.

K-II Meter: A device that uses blinking lights to rate levels of magnetic fields and frequencies.  Some paranormal investigators believe it can be used to communicate with ghosts.

Materialization: The process of an apparition becoming visible.  Materialization can occur quickly or over a period of time, causing the entity to appear solid or indistinct.

Matrixing: The tendency of the mind to add details to images, making the images seem more familiar.  It happens all the time, but it can cause problems when analyzing evidence.


Orb: A floating sphere, often white or bluish, that shows up in a photograph or video.  An orb is a contained ball of energy.  Some consider orbs to be evidence of paranormal activity.  They are often confused with dust, bugs, or optical illusions registering on film or video.

Paranormal: Literally, "beyond normal."  Something paranormal is an event or a phenomenon that is beyond what is normally experienced by humans - or what can be scientifically explained.

Paranormal Indicator: Evidence that may lead one to believe paranormal activity has taken place.

Phantom Smell: An odor caused by a spirit attempting to make itself known.  Common phantom smells include flowers, tobacco, and perfume.  A phantom smell is only considered paranormal if it cannot be traced to a source.

Poltergeist: A ghost that moves objects to draw attention to itself.  Banging sounds often accompany the movements.  The phenomenon often revolves around an individual person.

Residual Haunting: One of the four main hauntings.  An entity will replay a moment from the recent or distant past at the exact location where it happened.  Usually the entity does not have any recognition of the living people watching it.

Sensitive: Any person with a sensitivity to the paranormal.


Thermal Camera:  An IR camera that makes cold and heat visible.

VP (Voice Phenomena): Sounds or voices heard during an investigation that have no natural cause.

Warm Spot: Similar to a cold spot, a warm spot is an area that is hotter than its surrounding areas.  Some investigators believe spirits using energy to show themselves create warmth, almost like a body does.

visit from Grandma?

I am currently visiting my parents and noticed a pair of MN license plates sitting on the counter.  Since they have never lived in that state, I found this strange and asked where they came from.  They shared this story:

While waiting for visitors to arrive at my grandma's wake, a woman from the funeral home asked my mom to come look at something outside.  She pointed out a license plate from a car waiting outside.  The car belonged to a neighbor of my grandma (she didn't want to come in as the first visitor), a neighbor who had also sold my grandma a car.  The license plate read: NAN 287.  My grandma's nickname was Nan, she was born in 1928 and died in 2007.

My mom asked the neighbor if she could have the plates when she didn't need them anymore but 4 years later, hadn't thought about them.  The neighbor tried to contact my mom but they had sinced moved.  She then called the funeral home to find their new information, the home called my mom and my mom returned her call.  The kind neighbor mailed the plates to my mom!

I don't know if this has something to do with my grandma although it's an incredible coincidence otherwise.  If it was a visit from grandma, I don't know what the message was.  Maybe just to say she is there?  The plate had been around long before her death so what does that mean?  I just don't know what to make of the story but I still enjoy the thought of how strange it is!  Truly paranormal.

My faith beliefs

I haven't written in this blog for quite some time and I feel bad for that.  I dedicated myself to writing down my thoughts and beliefs on the paranormal and somehow I lost the motivation.  Nothing substantial has inspired me and without being an active part of the paranormal community, my thoughts have turned to more earthly conundrums.

To find inspiration, I turned to my first blog entry about my life history and why I wanted to write a blog in the first place.  And it worked!  One line about my faith beliefs helped remind me that this would be a great aspect of my life to talk about.

For most of my life, I've accepted the story of Jesus and a divine creator, God.  Not to say that I am totally abandoning this idea because, in my mind, a belief system is simply something that helps you find answers and comfort and the truth is: no one really knows the right answer.  Who am I to say He doesn't truly exist?

Until very recently, I've prayed to God and Jesus because I thought that is what I was supposed to do; that was how it worked.  But secretly I believed that I should in fact be praying to my guardian angels, my loved ones who have passed.  I've always believed that my paternal grandmother was my guardian angel, so why not ask her for help when I needed it? If she was looking out for me, she seems the logical person to turn to, just as I would if she were still alive.  I've opened up that belief to include all relatives and friends I have lost over the years in hopes that they are all somehow working together to watch over me.  I still rely heavily on my grandma, almost making her my grand master angel, my God if you will.

I know that my beliefs may be unique but since my readers have some belief in the existence of spirits, it may not be so crazy after all!  I feel I can say with confidence that most people have experienced some kind of miracle in their life.  Something that stands out as paranormal (unexplained).  For me, there have been more than a few instances where I realize how lucky I was, that I probably should have suffered some kind of consequence for my actions.  And I thank my angels for assuring that not only did I not suffer but also for giving me the power to see how grateful I should be.  I can be a very naive person at times but most of the time I know there are powers at work keeping me on this earth.  The question is: why?  But that is a whole other blog post.

One miracle that comes to mind is a story from high school.  It is not a story of being saved by an unseen hand or even turning water into wine but simply of love and saying thank you.  My junior year, I was in a modern history class taught by a quirky teacher.  I was not really into modern history lessons but this teacher made it fun and interesting.  All of us in the small class formed a bond and I usually looked forward to this class more than others. Unfortunately, that summer, the teacher who taught the class passed away suddenly. His death really hit me hard and I was one of the very few students who attended his memorial service and visited his grave site. I even spoke at a service held at school that fall, which at the time was very nerve-wrecking to me as I didn't exactly speak in front of large crowds (let alone a gymnasium filled with my peers) very often.  But I did all of that because I cared about him and missed his quirky, crazy ways.  I can't explain the sudden wave of despair that hit me the first time I walked past his classroom that fall, it just tore me apart.

It took months for his grave site to finally have a gravestone to mark his presence.  The instant I heard it had been placed, I took the 2-hour car ride up to see it.  There, at his grave site was one single, white flower growing out of the ground. I can't explain why it was there, there were no other flowers nearby and it truly seemed out of place. I felt deep in my heart that it was there just for me.  A sign from Mr. Sydney that he knew I was there and the flower was a gift to show his appreciation.  Obviously I cannot prove this theory, it is just a part of my belief system, that someone from beyond could communicate.  I said thank you and took the flower with me as my reminder.  I haven't been back since because I felt closure of his loss that day.  I felt he was in a good place.

This story is one example of why I strongly believe that something happens to us when we die.  I believe we are relieved of all negative feelings such as anger, greed, resentment, etc and are left with postivie feelings and memories.  I believe that we can somehow interact with the living as we choose.  How this all works I have no idea but am satisfied with not needing to know.  I'm not confident that there is one being, such as God, that manages all of this but it is just how it works.  Same with the universe and all that is within; it all just happens and it is for a logical reason that we are not meant to understand but simply appreciate.  Sometimes life sucks and seems unfair but it all works in a certain matter for unknown reasons.  Some people seem to have it all while others keep hitting walls of unfairness and I don't know why but, again, I don't believe it is some being deciding who gets the good stuff and when. 

So if all the good stuff stays with us, what happens to the negative energy left behind?  In my theory, this might explain the negative entities encountered by paranoraml researchers.  It seems that malevolent forces are not of human origin and may be a collection of negative energies associated with the "devil."  What I can't explain is the Latin names that supposed possesed humans have provided.  If anyone has any insight or thoughts on this, I'd love to hear it! 

Thank you for taking the time to hear my viewpoints.  Its hard to talk about this stuff and its not like there is a church to belong to when you don't follow an organized religion.  I'm happy to have this outlet for writing down my thoughts!

Paranormal Challenge, Series Premiere at Rolling Hills Asylum

To be honest, I'm not entirely sure I'm going to watch the show again.  Out of curiosity to see other investigation groups I may, but I was not impressed.   Some of you may certainly disagree and that's fine and I may change my mind if I ever get the chance to meet Zak in person, but, I'm sorry, he annoys me.  Everything is so dramatic and fast-paced, which is not in the spirit of paranormal investigations.  I know, I know, its a show so it has to be exciting but its just not my thing.  Ghost Adventures, at least the few episodes I've seen, is produced in this same manner and its hard for me to watch.

The show starts with introductions of the teams: an all-male group, Resident Undead, and an all-female group, Paranormal Xpeditions.  At first I thought this was a cool idea, a battle of the sexes, but then it turned into this sexist race by the guys!  At one point the leader of the guys even asked an "entity" if he/she liked his group more than the woman!  So not called for.  I understand its a competition, but not a competition to win the hearts of the poor souls who haunt the location, only to conduct the best investigation.  Sad thing is (sorry if I spoil it for anyone) that they won.

The investigations:
I actually felt bad for the groups.  They only had two hours to conduct investigations before switching locations within the Asylum.  And then another two hours to investigate again.  Not to say that I am some professional ghost hunter or anything but that doesn't seem like enough time to conduct a quality investigation.  I had a hard time with the short hour we had at each location at the Stanley!  The women seemed to enjoy the process by sitting, taking it all in, and visiting various areas. They freaked out a few times and didn't try to figure out what was happening, but overall they did a good job.  The men were impressive in their teamwork, splitting up within seconds and taking on solo investigations to benefit the team.  They also did a good job at reacting to noises, although every little noise they heard they attributed to paranormal activity.  They even called out the entity by name before knowing it was actually that spirit.

Don't get me started on the dowsing rods.  Zac and crew called them out on that so I won't go there.  But the guys just seemed rushed, having to beat the competition, rather than taking in what they were experiencing.  And the whole Dan getting pushed thing...sorry, but that was faked.  He bent his knees and fell forward as if he were pushed.  If he were pushed from the back like he said he was, the top of his body would have fell forward first but that wasn't the case.  Just saying.

The evidence:
The women presented two visual evidence, which were nothing but dust orbs.  If you've read my earlier post on orbs, you know why I won't even dive into this.  However, the audio evidence was crazy!  To actually hear the anguish left behind in that room gave me goose bumps!  The men presented very weak audio evidence; they were really stretching those recordings as EVPs.  I'm not even sure that a professional investigation group would have presented that to a client. But, you have to play the game right?  They did present an impressive piece of visual evidence: a thermal picture of what looks like the outline of a person.

The results:
You may not be surprised to hear that I hoped the women would have won.  They seemed to keep the most professionalism and present the best evidence.  For me, its hard to use visuals as great pieces of evidence since its easy to debunk whereas audio is harder to rule out, especially when no one reacts to such a stunning  noise!  And I don't think its fair to use evidence as a reason to choose one group over another.  We all know that you can't control paranormal experiences (unless its faked of course) so the challenge should be more about how the teams handle themselves and the attempt to find evidence, not the evidence itself.

Lastly, I can only assume that the first episode shown was not the first recording.  Otherwise Zak saying "this was the hardest decision we've had to make on the show" just sounds silly!  I hope this wasn't the best recording they had (shown first to get a lot of viewers for future episodes) otherwise this is not going to last very long.

Ancient Aliens: The Evidence (episode 1)

If you haven't seen the show (was on History Channel, now available on Netflix), you really should watch it!  If you're sensitive in your religious beliefs, you may want to avoid this one as it questions some biblical writings.  But if you're ready to question and wonder, this is for you!  Not that the subject is new but it does dive into some interesting theories and new twists.  The show currently has two seasons - no word, that I can find, if they will extend it - and I am definitely looking forward to seeing more of this!  The first episode talks about some of the "evidence" out there that suggests we have had alien visitors in ancient times dating long before Christ.  This episode covers a lot of material, I will write about what I found most interesting.

The show starts with the finding of a carved "bird" in the Egyptian burial ground, Saqqara, which is over 4,000 years old.  Lying beside the wooden carving was a papyrus with the inscription, "I want to fly."  The curious thing about this bird is that it is not shaped like a typical bird as the wings are perfectly horizontal, and thicker in the middle, and the tail is perpendicular like the rudder of a plane.  Basically, this "bird" is incredibly aerodynamic and built to fly like a flying machine, not a bird.  Scientists recreated a large-scale model and put it to the test.  Wouldn't you know, it flew perfect.  Could this be a model of an ancient flying machine?  And long before aerodynamics, let alone the idea of flight, were ever documented?


Also uncovered was the legendary Vinama, a flying machine described in detail within Indian Sanskrit text from 6000 B.C.  These anti-gravity chariots were supposed to have transported deities all over the world.  Sanskrit also describes metal flying machines that visited, which they then actually modeled their own machines based on these visitations.  With the incredible details left behind, it is hard to question the possibility that this actually happened.  In fact, I bet that these societies were more welcoming of alien visitors than we are today without the tainting of science and political power, making it possible for actual, multiple, interaction and learning opportunities!   Because they believed in multiple deities with mystical powers (rather than one human God) it seems, in my opinion, more likely that these ancient people would see alien visitors as one of their own and not a scary, threatening life form.

It was also interesting to hear about the biblical Manna, an edible substance given to the Israelites as they traveled with Moses.  Jewish writings describe an actual machine with chloric algae which could have kept them fed for the 40-year desert travels.  This same substance is used by NASA today for manned space travel!  The machine supposedly produced enough for six days, was cleaned on the seventh day (the start of the Sabbath), and produced more.  The descriptions about this machine are so complex and detailed, it seems possible that other-worldly help was provided.   

Another big question proposed many times is: how did the Egyptians build the pyramids?  I have often wondered this myself.  Even today's engineers can't seem to understand how they were built exactly.  How were the individuals blocks formed and where did the rock come from?  How did they move such heavy blocks across the desert?  And how in the world did they get those heavy stones as high as they did?  And how has it remained in tact all of these years?  One scientist featured on the show suggested that the Egyptians actually devised a large saw to cut the stone using a man-powered wheel system.  Seems plausible, but not necessarily alien influence.  Another theory was that the large pyramid was created for nuclear power energy. Honestly, I really didn't understand how that all worked but, although unconventional, interesting.  Unfortunately this theory didn't include the smaller surrounding pyramids, what purpose did those serve?  I'm still waiting to hear a better theory behind these pyramids!

Being only the first episode in this series, I am definitely intrigued and looking forward to watching more!

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Readers: I would love to hear your thoughts and insights on these topics!  The main purpose of this blog was not only for me to write down my thoughts but to also stir up some conversation!

Sensory Memory and Paranormal Experiences

As I've said before, I'm a skeptical believer.  Its not that I don't believe in the supernatural, especially in the existence of ghosts, but I am weary of other people's personal experiences.  In fact, I'm even skeptical of my own.  The most relevant examples of this skepticism is seeing shadows, smelling ghostly fragrances, the feeling of being touched, and hearing footsteps.  Notice I am describing 4 of the 5 senses (ok, out of 6 if you consider psychic ability the 6th sense, sorry Chip!).  In college, I took a course on cognitive psychology and loved it; in fact, I am considering retaking a similar class at the college I work for.  It made a lot of sense (no pun intended!  OK, maybe a little...) to me that we can easily be fooled by our sensory memory.

Have you ever heard your phone ringing and after it stopped, could hear it still ringing?  Its a faint sound now but somehow still there.  Or closed your eyes and could still see the shadow of something you were looking at?  This is part of our short-term memory.  The neurons in our brains are still firing even after we saw, smelled, touched, heard, or tasted something.  It works the same for long-term memory, but not as frequently.

For example, has your mouth ever watered at just the thought of a certain sweet, sour, or salty food?  Or smelled someone's perfume/cologne and instantly thought of a special person in your life?  Our memory is awesome.  We can remember precious memories through our senses, sometimes before we can even recall the memory of why we connect two things together.

Seeing shadows: I'm not talking about watching a clear shadow cross on the other side of the room.  And the shadow figure I saw in the hallway of Fort Warren was definitely there. I'm talking about when people say that they saw a shadow out of the corner of their eye.  They may have "seen" someone standing in the corner and when they turned to look, nothing was there.  In these cases, I am convinced that our eyes play tricks on us and our memory tells us that what looked like a long shadow just had to be a person because that is most familiar.  I think our eyes can see spots, especially in the corners of our eyes, which then look like shadows.  I tried doing an internet search on this phenomenon but didn't turn out much other than serious eye conditions.  I would love to conduct scientific experiments to study this (anyone want to fund a grant?) I just don't see the value in calling something paranormal when you don't see it for sure, only a glimpse for less than a second.  

Smelling ghostly fragrances: I've seen this on shows like Ghost Hunters and have heard personal stories.  But I think this phenomenon happens in one or both of two cases: sensory memory and/or power of suggestion.  I've personally had this happen to me many times where I see something on TV, the computer, or a picture and can "almost smell" what I'm seeing.  Think hard about popcorn...can you smell it?  Perhaps you are investigating a supposed haunted location, your mind wonders, the surroundings remind you - for whatever reason - of your grandfather, who happened to smoke cigars.  Suddenly you can smell cigars.  You quickly get up to investigate where the smell is coming from and it disappears.  Location --> Grandfather --> cigars --> smell --> reaction (focus on something else) --> no smell.  Now add in: "I swore I could smell cigars!" --> recall of memory --> smell is in another location (where ever you moved).  Now you think the smell is actually moving.  Must be a ghost right?  Can you see where I'm going with this?

Lets go back to the power of suggestion.  You're on that same case and the client has told you that people have smelt cigar smoke there before. You're sitting, waiting for some communication and suddenly your memory flashes back to the story the client told you earlier and suddenly you can smell it.  Or your partner tells you they can smell it and now you start to smell it too.  Sensory memory.

Now, I'm not saying that it is always sensory memory.  Maybe I'm wrong here and entities can actually leave a fragrance behind or that is their way of making communication.  I'm just skeptical that every is experience is paranormal.  And I think our minds and memory retrieval can work in the above situations without us even realizing it.  I'm just saying we have to be careful and really consider other, more scientific, possibilities.  

Feeling of being touched: When I visited the Stanley, I desperately wanted to experience the sensation of being touched by an unseen hand.  This has to be a crazy experience!  So forgive me for being skeptical if you have experienced this for yourself but I have a feeling that, again, some cases are not paranormal.  And I'm not talking about people seeing depressions in their skin or having sudden cuts, scrapes, or reddened skin.  I'm just providing a possible explanation for light brushes of "touch." 

I often have muscle spasms and I can easily recognize these spasms because I am very aware of my body.  These happen mostly on my legs, back, and arms and usually happens when I am tired or sore and usually when I am in a relaxed state.  They are very subtle and happen quickly.  I am also aware that it sometimes feels like someone just touched me and can easily see how someone might mistake these spasms for an experience.  I'm not a ghost hunter (I've only been on one ghost hunt) but I imagine you can get very tired and in a relaxed state. Isn't it possible that these experiences are just muscle spasms?

Hearing footsteps: This phenomenon has frustrated me after watching shows like Ghost Hunters.  (Sorry to pick on GH so much but I'm pretty sure it is, at least one of, the most popular ghost hunting shows out there and I really do love it!)  There have been many examples of someone saying that they hear footsteps behind them and either stops at the same time they do or stops shortly after, as if they are being followed and mimicked.  Sometimes its heard in another part of the room or above them.  I have a few theories on this.

One theory is that softer surfaces (carpet and wood) can press down ever so slightly and "bounce" back up to create more than just a creaking sound but an actual footstep-like sound.  When you are trying to be quiet and listen for any sounds, couldn't we just be hearing this?  Another theory is that it is sound traveling - bouncing around -  and we are hearing our own (or someone else's) footsteps after the initial sound has been created.  Lastly, it goes back to sensory memory, this time our short-term memory.  Sort of like the hearing of a phone after its stopped ringing (and softer than the original sound), we can still hear the sound of our own (or someone else's) footsteps just after we actually hear the sound.

The reason why this frustrates me is because it happens SO often.  Almost every paranormal show I've ever watched.  This has to be more explainable than a paranormal experience.  What bugs me most is when that is the only personal or recorded experience that the team has had and they are ready to call it haunted.  

Ok, I digress. Thank you for letting me rant a little.  I have been wanting to share these thoughts countless times so thank you for taking the time to read.  Hopefully some of you share these same view points or can see where I am coming from.  I would love to hear your thoughts so please leave comments!

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side note...
here is a recent news cast from Hooper, CO in the San Luis Valley: http://www.9news.com/news/article/199678/188/Colo-town-famous-for-UFO-sightings
and from SLVUFO webpage:
http://www.slvufo.com/unexplained.html
as well as about the paranormal in the SLV:
http://www.slvufo.com/paranormal.html
Just found these interesting!  Should have started my own research group when I lived there!    

The Billy Meier Story: UFOs and the Prophecies from Outer Space

I saw this documentary posted from Reality Films (@RealityFilms on Twitter) and just had to see this for myself (thankfully my husband is just as curious as I am!).  Here is the synopsis, taken from Reality Films:



In 1958, Billy Meier predicted the Iraq Wars, AIDS and global warming. Is it the biggest hoax or… the most important story in human history?


You’ll find the startling answer in this remarkable, true-life story about how a young Swiss boy’s meetings with extraterrestrials would eventually lead him later in life through dozens of countries, meeting many famous world leaders – including Saddam Hussein – in order to fulfill ancient prophecies.


This one-armed farmer from Switzerland has taken hundreds of the most startling photos in UFO History and has even filmed what he refers to as “Beam Ships” used by sentient beings that hail from a star system near the Pleiades. He has been able to produce photographs, film footage, sound recordings and even metal samples as evidence of his visitations.


You’ll be captivated by how in his twenties, “Billy” Eduard Albert Meier was transformed into “The Phantom” (a real life combination of Indiana Jones, Lawrence of Arabia and Han Solo) and by packing a .44 Magnum was able to apprehend serial killers and mass murderers. Meier’s life story is an enigmatic journey that ultimately culminates with him becoming the messenger for an advanced race of beings know as the Plejaran.


Their message is clear: earth is in trouble, the people have been asleep, and we must make drastic changes or there will be devastating consequences for all of mankind.


Is this story real or too incredible for us to grasp? You must decide for yourself, but if it’s a hoax, why has Meier been the target of 21 assassination attempts? Could it be that the message that humanity so desperately needs to hear is not welcome by many of our world leaders?


Special Features -The Skeptics view on the Meier Case, Billy Meier on the true nature of Evolution, the first inster stellar musical collaboration and much more.


First, I hope that you check out Reality Films site, they have some pretty interesting stuff!  Also note that we were able to get this from Netflix!


Let me highlight some interesting parts of the film and include my thoughts:
1. He claims to have been visited by alien life, who have become his teachers.  
Supposedly, Mr. Meier has been visited by aliens of the race "Plejaran."  They have taught him, basically, the meaning of life and how our spiritual world actually exists.  "They" claim to simply know how it all works including our spiritual being and what happens when we die.  There is no higher God that is responsible for creation or that serves as our guide but we exist as vehicles to our spiritual bodies.  We are supposed to seek guidance from within ourselves and gain control of our emotions, thoughts, and inner being.  When we die, our spiritual self is transformed into another personality, another being.  


As I've struggled with my own spiritual journey, I have to say that this really hits home.  I've had a hard time grasping the idea of a God looking down and guiding me through life.  Now, that is not to say that there is no guidance because I know for certain that something, or someone, has helped guide me and protect me. My personal belief is that I have guardians (angels for lack of a better word) who are loved ones who have passed and now serve to watch over me, particularly my grandmother.  I've felt her presence many times and I don't have any other way to explain it other than I just know she is with me.  According to these alien beings however, she and others who have died are now reincarnated into something or someone else.  The guidance that I feel is simply my own.  I really can't say that this is bogus because it can absolutely be true in my mind.  I don't want to discount that this Plejaran race does not exist so therefore I don't want to write off this new idea.  I also believe that we are not meant to really know the truth.  Sure, "The Truth Is Out There," but what if we really knew?  Could we handle it?  And where would the mystery be?  Whats the fun in that??

2. He has hundreds of photographs and videos of alien spacecraft (note that I don't use UFO since he claims they are identified as alien spacecraft).
A quick Google search will lead you to find many examples of his photographs.  I have to admit, these photos look downright phony, straight from an old science fiction movie.  But the documentary does make an interesting point: he took these photos and videos long before the use of CGI and special trickery.  He is not a photography expert and does not exactly come across as someone who would take the time to create this kind of hoax.

It seems as though UFO sightings seem to occur in the same places around the world over and over again.  UFO "hot spots" if you will.  If he happened to be in the right place and the right time and was open to these encounters, why wouldn't they keep coming back to his area and allow him to photograph these crafts?  There is even a part in the documentary which shows the crafts providing a demonstration of how the crafts work: by magnetic forces from the earth.  We know that some areas of the world are more magnetic than others, maybe this area of Switzerland is one of those areas?

3. He claims to have prophesied major world events, including the Iraq Wars.
In addition to the spiritual teachings from the Plejaran race, they supposedly have helped Mr. Meier foresee future events. He has even had a dream where he was assassinated and wore a metal plate to protect himself, which saved his life from an attack.  He has sent world leaders warnings about wars that have played out (most notably the Iraq Wars) and warns of a fore-coming third world war.  He also documented scientific findings about Jupiter months before reported by NASA scientists.  If he were only prophesying future events, I would say he has some ability to generalize future events, which end up becoming "true" but when you add in the element of potential alien visitations and assistance, this gets me excited.  If other beings are traveling this far and making the effort to contact human beings, why couldn't they see things far before we are able to?  Hey, in my book, any help we can get, the better.  So to all you Plejaran beings out there: thank you.  I just hope we can actually listen to this stuff and better ourselves and our planet before it all falls apart.  Whether its a hoax or just some crazy guy, maybe we can learn something here!
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I could really start a whole other blog just about "Billy" Meier (his real full name is Eduard Albert Meier).  When we watched the documentary, we were wondering why we hadn't heard about this before but, like I said before, one quick Google search turns up all sorts of webpages about him.  We just hadn't been exposed or had opened our eyes to this before.  We plan to attend future conferences like the International UFO Congress and keep our minds open to the very-real possibility that we have been visited and they are making contact.

My personal experiences

I will first describe my own personal paranormal experience from George's Island and a story from my friend I talked about in an earlier post.  I will then describe an experience I had in the San Luis Valley (CO), a supposed UFO hot-spot (also well known for the mysterious cattle mutilations, featured on Fact or Faked).  These are my most vivid memories within the paranormal, in addition to my previously-described ghost hunt at the Stanely Hotel

In 1993 (I believe), we took a field trip through the Civil War Club to George's Island, which was used in the Civil War to house prisoners.  During our tour of Fort Warren, we heard the story of the Lady in Black and were determined to see this for ourselves. A synopsis of the story is as follows:

The wife of a young prisoner attempted to rescue her newlywed husband from encampment and was captured and ordered to be hanged.  In her rescue attempt, she had dressed in men's clothing in hopes of slipping under the radar.  Her last request before execution was to be dressed in woman's clothing but the only garment the soldiers could find was a black robe used for theatrical performances, hence the "Lady in Black."  It is said that the room in which she was hanged had been sealed off due to so much paranormal activity but the halls surrounding the room and the fort grounds were still haunted by this mysterious woman. 

We were told that if you stood at one end of a particular hallway and patiently watch the room that was sealed off, the Lady in Black will reveal herself.  We stood...and waited...and waited...until all of a sudden, both of us at the same time jumped from being startled and took off running outside.  (side note: I now know that if you experience something like this, don't go running and screaming...investigate!  Thank you, Brian Harnois for this important lesson.  I was like 12 at the time so I'll cut myself some slack).  When we got outside and caught our breath, we starting describing what we saw and our stories were the same: a sudden black shadow rushed towards us.  The shape I could see was a long, flowing black mass in what looked like a gown of some sort (robe?) and the "head" was a faint ball of light.

This experience shook both of us to our core.  If you know me well, you will easily discover that my memory is horrible; downright pathetic.  But this event and all of its details are still well imprinted in my mind.  It is as if it happened yesterday (well, in my case, earlier today LOL).  You would think that it would have scared me off from the paranormal but it actually fueled the fire.  I want to experience it again and I want to find out how to prove to others that it happened!

On to my friend's story.  As I said in my first post, she believed that her house was haunted and she had many strange experiences to back up her reasoning.  One particular story always comes to mind that I would like to share because I believe it to be truly unique.  She tells the story as if it was a dream but she was not sure if she experienced it or if it was truly a dream (you'll understand what I mean at the conclusion).  One night, she wakes up and decides to go to the kitchen for a glass of water, which is downstairs from her room.  As she is walking downstairs she notices that her stairs are wooden, not carpeted as usual.  She is extra tired and shakes this off as a delusional state of mind.  She notices as she is getting her glass of water that the kitchen is basically as expected but just a bit off: the layout is slightly different, items are in the "wrong" place, even the dining table is not the same.  She looks out the window overlooking her backyard and first notices that the large white fence is not there but then also sees an older woman picking flowers from a garden she doesn't have.  At this point, she is a bit freaked out and is not sure what is going on.  It is the middle of the night, why is a woman picking flowers in her backyard, from a garden that doesn't exist?  She heads back up the stairs (now carpeted again), goes into her bathroom and pulls out a scrunchie (you know, those big cloth hair ties we used to wear for ponytails?) and puts it around her wrist.  She figures that if she is dreaming, the scrunchie would not be there when she wakes up.  She struggles to get back to sleep but eventually does and when she awakes the next morning, the scrunchie is there. 

When I first heard her tell this story, I thought she had to be dreaming.  She even slept-walked and pulled out the scrunchie while sleeping.  Nevertheless, I thought it was a cool story and filed it away.  I didn't think about it again until we had a sleepover one night with a small collection of friends and she told the story again.  She told it with such passion and honest-to-goodness truth in her voice and eyes that I started to feel bad that I didn't believe her the first time and that no one else believed her either.  For some reason, I didn't want to believe her!  I guess I knew back then that it was a personal experience and without proof of the experience, no one knows for sure what happened except for her.  The story is exactly that: a story.  My George's Island experience did not happen until after that and after our friendship had started to fade; maybe I would have believed her more after that. 

I will now switch topics to a strange personal story of which I do not know how to categorize, within the paranormal, other than UFO.  During one summer, I was a coordinator for a "bridge" program for students transitioning between high school and the college I worked for.  My colleague and I were driving 15-passenger vans filled with students up to the San Luis Valley Sand Dune National Park.  He was driving the van behind me and I was keeping him in my sight so that we would stay together and arrive at the same time.  At one point, on a long stretch of the highway, I suddenly noticed he was gone.  I kept looking back trying to figure out if he had slowed down or had to stop or what was going on.  I had a student calling his cell as well as students in the other van but cell phones are usually useless on this stretch out in the middle of nowhere of the mountain valley.  I was close to a turn we needed to make so I made the turn and pulled over at a safe point in the road.  When we still couldn't see the van and couldn't contact him, we decided to keep going and figure it out when we got to the park.  We pulled into the parking lot and I couldn't believe what I saw: the other van.  They had arrived and were already out and enjoying the day.  How did he get to the park before me?  There is one other way - that I know of - to get to the park from Alamosa but he was still behind me beyond that turn.  To this day, I have no idea what the heck happened.  Time warp?  Abduction?  Did he pass me and I somehow missed it?  I tried to talk to him about it but we never came to a logical conclusion and being the laid-back guy he is, never blinked an eye.  And the students were too excited about their adventure to the Dunes that I was left thinking about this by myself.  And still thinking.

If you have any stories you would like to share, please add them to the comment section below!  If you'd like me to post a story separately, I'm happy to do that as well! 

Orbs

The topic of orbs is a hot button in the paranormal world.  Many investigators - and novice thrill seekers - get excited when they see a ball of light showing up in a picture or video feed.  Quite frankly, I'm a little torn on this subject.  Britt Griffith will say with confidence, "That is NOT AN ORB!"  And, in most cases, I think that is true.  Dust and tiny bugs are everywhere and easily captured on film.  You wouldn't necessarily know it was there until you snapped a picture, making it seem supernatural.  But I've also seen pictures that were taken because someone felt a presence in the room and load and behold, there is an orb.  Coincidence or proof of an entity?

For example, here is a photo from my last post, the picture I took during our investigation in the Stanley Hotel tunnels:
As we were supposedly communicating with "Bill," an orb is right there among the equipment.  I'm not saying it can't be dust because obviously the tunnel has its fair share of it (notice the orb chaos in other pics in the tunnels) but it does seem strange to see a fairly large orb where it is.  And that is the only one in the photo.  If there was dust, wouldn't we be seeing more than just that one?  Maybe..maybe not. 

I've also seen pictures of orbs that were enlarged in order to see a "face" staring back at you.  I'm pretty skeptical about this.  I think we are easily fooled by shadows and easily convinced that whatever we think we see is what we are seeing.  Have you ever looked an image, didn't see anything, someone says, "it looks like ____!" and suddenly that is all you can see?  Optical illusions are a funny thing and I really think that these photos of faces in orbs are just illusions of which we are convinced.  I've fallen victim myself.  Um...Fact or Faked show? I think so!  wink wink

Unfortunately, right now, there is no way to prove this orb theory either way.  I would say you either believe they are proof of entities or not but then there is people like me.  I'm a skeptical believer.  This goes for most of my views in the paranormal.  I think most of the time there is an explaination, discounting the proof of the supernatural.  But there are some things you just can't explain or, as in my example above, there is a possibility that it could actually be supernatural.  Its the possibility that keeps me excited, that keeps my interest, that keeps me writing.

Trip to the Stanley Hotel

Since my trip to the Stanley Hotel, hosted by Beyond Reality Events, is what inspired me to start a blog, I thought I would start here with sharing some pictures and experiences.  

 Our room, I'll explain a potential experience in here at the end...

I can't help but show off my son...

the MacGregor Room where Friday night's Meet and Greet and Saturday's lectures took place.
View from the front porch

there She is...
the Stanley Steamer
some of the elk taking over a golf course, Stanley in the background
Bill and Ben from Fact or Faked
Amy and Adam from Ghost Hunters
Chip from Paranormal State and Physic Kids and Britt Griffith from Ghost Hunters/International
Amy and Adam again
piano that Mrs. Stanley supposedly plays (I never heard it)
Everyone at the Meet and Greet, a great experience!
Heeeeere's Jenni!
main staircase
THE @StanleyHotel, wonderful woman!
me and Karl Pfeiffer from Ghost Hunters Academy
me with Ben Hansen from Fact or Faked
me with Amy Bruni from Ghost Hunters
can't help but post another view, just so pretty!!
Britt's lecture
the Manor House
Ben, Christiane (@FactorFaked on Twitter), me, Bill, and Bill's wife, Anita
Bill and Ben at their Q & A session

Ok, now into the investigation...
our group's first stop: the administration building
The last time Amy investigated in this room, the table had lifted so we had hands on the table throughout the investigation.  I personally did not feel the table move but others claimed to feel movement.  Because I didn't experience it, I'm skeptical about what they were feeling.  I did feel the pulse in my hand so I could understand if some felt that and mistook it for "movement."  We also were trying to figure out why the tablecloth was moving.  It looked as though air was blowing on it but we couldn't feel any air moving.  I am not ready to say it was paranormal, because it really looked like an air current moving through the room, but definitely odd.  
We also conducted a flashlight communication technique.  We asked questions after giving the "entity" instructions to turn on the flashlight to answer.  At first, there was some consistency with this and was pretty impressive.  We even asked for the "entity" to choose a "no" flashlight and it chose one that hadn't turned on until that moment.  However, after a while, it became inconsistent   When I think back to the experience, it seems like we actually had some interaction, but in the moment, I was not impressed or convinced we were actually communicating with someone.  I have to go with my first instincts on this one and say maybe...but probably not.

Next, we investigated room....
This room was in the Manor House.
We investigated this room with some members of a west coast group that Britt Griffith is a member of.  One woman said she was touched on the leg...personal experience so hard to say it was an actual interaction.  Twice I swear I saw an unusual ball of light in one specific corner of the room, which was reported by the group before us. However, I can't discount the fact that I was also watching the EMF detectors...the green light from the devices could have caused me to see a white light when I looked away.  The woman next to me said she could see a shadow of someone sitting in the corner, looking out the window.  I could see what she was talking about but, really folks, it was just the shadows from the curtains and window.  When an EMF detector was brought to that corner there was no fluctuation, the investigator couldn't feel anything strange (cold spots, energy, etc), and when he went over to the area, the shadow didn't change...all of that tells me it was nothing. Overall, in my opinion, no experiences in that room.  
Christiane really wants to sit in the table that lifted on Grant of Ghost Hunters!
What the fetch?!

Now, on to the tunnels!  I was pretty excited for this!



Ok, this one I can't explain. When I took the picture above, I saw the flash go off.  When I looked at the picture on the viewer, nothing. So I took it again and got the pic below. That has never happened before, never happened again.
Yes, I know, there are lots of "orbs."  I'll talk about that in another blog.

For our investigation with Britt Griffith, we stood at one end of the tunnels and he placed EMF detectors, recording devices, and flashlights down the other end.  Not a lot of action with those devices.  We did try the controversial  "Frank's Box" device and that was interesting.  I can see why its controversial though.  We supposedly contact an entity named Bill (he answered with Bill when we asked him his name).  He also said it was the year 2014...hmmm?  To me, at times, it sounded like we were hearing parts of a radio show.  Since you use radio frequencies as white noise to pick up supposed voices from beyond, this is totally possible.  It was hard for me to hear since I was in the back of the group, away from the device, so hard to make conclusions.  The other interesting thing to point out is the "orb" you can see in this picture.  Again, I'll talk about orbs in another post but, could this have been "Bill?"  Discuss... 

On to room 217 in the main hotel....

This room had been a suite, converted to a room, used by Molly Brown, John Philip Sousa, Theodore Roosevelt, The Emperor and Empress of Japan, Steven King, Jim Carrey (he packed up and left his first night and doesn't talk about what happened here), and more.  It was the room of a terrible accident involving a chambermaid trying to light a gas lamp and ended up causing an explosion (she was hurt but not killed).  A previous group had experienced the bed shaking without explanation   
Ben was our fearless leader for this investigation.  I started off in one part of the room but moved to the other side when he and others kept hearing a breathing coming from the other side of the room (near the dresser you can see opposite of this picture).  We weren't sure if it was one of the group members breathing more loudly than she gave herself credit for but a few times I heard it myself coming from where no one was sitting. It was on the left side of the bed (looking from the foot of the bed)...remember that.
Ben and Christiane were reviewing the audio from this room and there may be some evidence, I will update the blog if anything comes from that!

  First thing that came to mind when I saw this hallway was REDRUM...just me?

And now onto room...

This is the room that Jason Hawes slept in where the glass broke from the inside and the closet door closed by itself (that closet door is above).  This room was occupied by Lord Dunraven, apparently not a pleasant man.  Karl Pfeiffer was our lead investigator for this one and he said that Lord Dunraven often stroked women's hair and women said they were touched by someone in this room.  The closet is also a supposed vortex.  So what do I do?  I sat on the bed, let my hair down, and announced that Lord Dunraven can stroke my hair...when nothing happened, I hopped in the closet (ok, so I needed Christiane to keep me company) and waited for an experience.  Unfortunately, nothing.  One woman said she felt like she was touched on the leg. No experiences for me.  

Finally, room...
Here is where it gets crazy.  Adam Berry was our lead investigator for this room and he had stayed there in November during his last investigation at the hotel.  He had felt very uncomfortable there, to the point where he couldn't sleep without the TV on all night.  He heard little footsteps outside his door (supposedly a boy haunts this floor) and his shoes were pushed completely under his bed overnight.  I put my shoes in the bathroom and invited the boy to play with my shoes, but no luck.  At one point, as we were listening for any signs of a presence, we heard a heaving breathing coming from the left side of the bed (sound familiar?).  One of the girls next to me and asked if I was ok.  I said, "I thought that was you!"  Adam explained that he purposely didn't tell us of a story because he thought that an entity they had communicated with had "gotten what he wanted" and left.  But the heavy breathing we were hearing convinced him otherwise.  A few months before the last investigation, a man had committed suicide in the hotel by asphyxiation.  We heard the breathing again and were committed to the investigation.  Then suddenly, we heard this low male voice mumbling.  Clearly.  (well, we couldn't make out what it was saying but clearly a voice).   Ben held a glass up to the wall to listen to any mumbling from next door and someone else looked down the hall, nothing.  Soon after this, we hear quick steps coming up to the door and a tap, tap, tap on the door.  I quickly opened the door but no one was there.  Unfortunately, Ben's partner has really bad timing and knocked on the door soon after...I chickened out and let someone else open the door that time!  We didn't hear anything more so we decided to listen to the recording since we were perplexed by this experience.  We could hear something was there but, again, couldn't make it what was said; it might be better using headphones.  I'm waiting to hear from Adam and Christiane if they caught or received any audio.

This last experience made for a late night...sorry again to make you worry Ray and Chad  :-(

Chad is a friend of ours who stayed in our room.  The next morning he asked if Jordan (our son) had a hard time breathing at some point in the night.  He then said, "actually you all sounded like you were breathing pretty hard...in unison...it was weird.  And then you all stopped, at the same time."  I didn't say anything at the time because I didn't want to freak them out but my first thought was back to the experiences from the investigation the night before!  Coincidence?

Because the last day of the conference was Mother's Day, I didn't attend the last sessions but spent the day with my family.  If anyone from the conference has fun stories to share, please do!